The Musing of a son
- Jan 1, 2018
- 2 min read
Hebrews 12
I being in sound mind bequeath all my earthly belongings to my children. To this one I leave this and to the other I leave that. My desire is to have them taken care of when I am gone pass on adios I am dead. My blood sweat and tears my dearest possessions my legacy money property birthright formal benefactor MINE. I leave homes, cars, money and more.
Dad don't you think I see your toys every day they can't talk they cant walk they cant see or hear? They are objects without emotions unresponsive things. Dad I am here with you everyday, I live, I speak, I move, I feel mostly sad empty lonely longing for a fathers touch. I see you rush pass me I hear you laugh as you converse with your friends.
Oh how I long for a touch a kind word a smile. I never felt the touch of your hands and when you do speak to me the words are harsh and unkind they sting and diminishes me I am dying inside my spirit is broken. Many nights I cry and cry for you not your money, cars or houses but the part of you that hides the compassion and care for your son. Who are you? Where are you? Why are you waiting to die to be kind to me? Can't you see me hurting now while you are alive? Do you think your used toys, inanimate things, can take your place OR are you giving me things because you cannot take them with you in death?
I am broken as I wait daily to feel your touch and to hear you say I love you son. Don't let me wait for you to die to measure your love by the objects you leave. You see dad when you die the part I long for dies with you. The eternal transitional virtues: like love,integrity, hope, touch, a warm smile, a meaningful manly embrace, words that touches my soul saying you are important appreciated and wanted.
I remember you lament that your father never hugged or said he loved you. There is still time to rise above your fathers error. I beg that you don't die without sharing with me the legacy of Love Hope and integrity. Allow me to tell you how much I love you I long to say it. How much time do we have left to spend together? Who Knows ...It is appointed unto men once to die and after that the judgement Hebrews Are you Is anyone ready to keep this appointment Please consider SEE me now Please Dad
LOVE YOU your son
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